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You start imagining things:
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What you lost,
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what you left behind
when you put your life on hold.
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A robbery,
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step by step,
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1 and 1000 times, like a movie.
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The building of a house,
brick by brick.
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A woman,
every detail of the encounter:
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Words, movements, colours.
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You live in your head.
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That's what you become,
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a head,
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a skull.
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In jail I went queer,
drug addict, gambler, peronist.
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I learned
to fight to death,
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to play chess,
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to smash the face of anyone
who looked at me the wrong way.
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To make little figures
out of cigarette paper.
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To fuck standing up.
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To lose myself in a book
and never come back.
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And I built houses in my mind
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only to blow them up again.