:35:02
-Try harder!
-Yeah, but you don't know!
:35:06
I don't know what?
:35:07
You don't know
what it's like when you try...
:35:09
and you try and you try
and you don't ever get there!
:35:14
Because you were born perfect,
and I was born like this!
:35:19
And you're perfect!
:35:21
Is that right?
:35:22
-People like you don't know.
-People like me?
:35:24
You don't know what it's like
to get hurted...
:35:27
because you don't have feelings.
:35:30
People like you
don't feel anything.
:35:40
You think you got the market
cornered on human suffering?
:35:44
Let me tell you something
about people like me.
:35:46
People like me feel lost
and little and ugly...
:35:53
and dispensable.
:35:56
People like me have husbands...
:35:59
screwing someone else
far more perfect than me.
:36:04
People like me
have sons who hate them.
:36:12
And I've screamed
horrible things to him...
:36:17
a seven-year-old,
because he doesn't want...
:36:19
to get in the car
at the end of the day.
:36:22
And then he looks at me
with such anger...
:36:28
and I hate him then.
:36:32
I know I'm failing you.
I know I'm disappointing you.
:36:36
I know you deserve better,
but get in the fucking car!
:36:45
Every morning,
I wake up and I fail.
:36:50
And I look around, and everybody
seems to be pulling it off...
:36:55
but somehow I can't...
:36:59
no matter how hard I try.