1:07:00
I never even told my wife.
1:07:03
It was like i thought
if the words didn't come out...
1:07:05
then maybe it wouldn't be true.
1:07:07
Does that make any sense?
1:07:09
So i'll just assume that
you're gonna be okay, right?
1:07:14
You're not gonna be okay,
and that really sucks.
1:07:18
'Cause for the first time ever
in my whole non-perfect...
1:07:21
excuse of a stupid life,
i really, really liked it!
1:07:25
I liked my life.
1:07:27
- You still have your life.
- No, i don't.
1:07:31
I don't have my life
because i love you so much.
1:07:43
Wait a second. Don't leave.
1:07:45
Where are you going?
1:07:47
If a person's on their deathbed,
you have to stay and listen.
1:07:49
It's the hospital rule.
1:07:51
Come back here.
1:07:58
I spoke to your grandmother.
1:08:00
- Oh, bullshit!
- No, it's not bullshit.
1:08:04
You taught me how to do it,
and i've been doing it.
1:08:07
Oh, yeah?
What'd she say?
1:08:09
She said to stop this!
Stop it!
1:08:14
You don't understand.
1:08:15
You have all of these people who
care about you. You have a family.
1:08:20
- Oh, yeah, great family.
- Oh, so what?
1:08:23
So they're all insane. Lock them up.
Who cares? At least they're here.
1:08:30
I wish my parents were still here.
1:08:31
I can't even call 'em up
and say, "i hate you."
1:08:34
You don't know how lucky you are.
1:08:36
- Well, i don't feel so lucky.
- You won't let yourself.
1:08:40
You think this is why your
grandmother tries to talk to you?
1:08:44
Don't you think she's got
better stuff to do all day...
1:08:47
than to get through to nobody?
1:08:51
You're not alone.
1:08:57
Who is this talking...
you or grandma?