1:22:02
You understand?
1:22:07
You don't have to pretend.
1:22:13
I'll be okay, Mom.
1:22:19
I'll be okay.
1:22:22
I promise.
1:22:35
I'll be okay.
1:22:38
And there' a reason.
1:22:52
I call this the crack house,
where I come to score.
1:22:56
Dr. Sterling is my dealer.
1:23:00
It seems like everyone' doctor
is dealing this stuff now.
1:23:05
Sometimes it feels like we're
all living in a Prozac nation.
1:23:09
The United States of Depression.
1:23:16
I don't know who I am anymore.
1:23:20
I have this personality.
1:23:23
And it's fucked up, but it's me.
1:23:28
And I see myself becoming this
person who does the right thing...
1:23:31
...who says the right thing...
1:23:34
...but that's not me.
1:23:36
- You feel different, don't you?
- Of course I feel different.
1:23:39
I'm on medication.
That's the point, isn't it?
1:23:41
Yeah, that was the point.
1:23:43
You're just not comfortable
with who this new person is yet.
1:23:47
But I can't be this person
without taking pills.
1:23:49
The pills are giving you
breathing space.
1:23:52
This feels like everything's
just being covered up.
1:23:55
I recommend you stay on the
medication, but it's not my choice.
1:23:58
It's your choice.