1:25:03
Sweetheart, come here.
1:25:05
Come here, it's okay.
1:25:07
It's okay.
1:25:38
If only my life could be
more like the movies.
1:25:42
I want an angel to swoop down
like he does to Jimmy Stewart...
1:25:45
...in It's a Wonderful Life
and talk me out of suicide.
1:25:50
I've always waited for that one
moment of truth to set me free...
1:25:53
...and change my life forever.
1:25:55
But he won't come.
1:25:58
It doesn't happen that way.
1:26:03
All the drugs, all the therapy...
1:26:05
...the fights, anger, guilt,
Rafe, suicidal thoughts.
1:26:10
All of that was part
of some slow recovery process.
1:26:13
The same way I went down,
I came back up...
1:26:16
...gradually, and then suddenly.
1:26:24
The pills weren't a cure-all,
God knows...
1:26:27
...but they gave me
breathing space...
1:26:29
...which allowed me
to start writing again.
1:26:31
Only this time it wasn't
as if my life depended on it.