Sordid Lives
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1:18:02
Oh! Whoa!
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Hey! Goddamn it.
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Shit!
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Here we go. Run, run, run!
Fast! Run fast!

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Stop or I'll shoot!
Goddamn it!

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- Asshole!
- Ow.!

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Do you see my pussy now? Ha!
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Haul ass, Wardell.
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[ Tires Squealing ]
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After I left your office...
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I just went home,
laid down on the couch...

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and just started drifting, you know--
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let my mind float from place to place.
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And I just wondered
what my life would have been like
if I'd been honest with myself...

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and everybody else.
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That's when I decided
I'm not going back down to
my grandmother's funeral...

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basically because I'm gay
and I don't wanna deal.

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Then I started feeling guilty.
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[ Sighs ]
And I prayed.

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I don't know why.
I haven't prayed in years,
but I asked for a sign.

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You know,
just like I did when I was a kid...

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back when I went to church--
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when I believed.
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[ Ty, Narrating ]
And this feeling of peace...

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of serenity...
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just swept over my entire body.
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[ Chuckles ]
When I was a little boy...

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I just loved church.
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But I stopped going.
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Because how do you embrace something
that doesn't embrace you.

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But lately...
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I've been missing God.
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So I finally prayed.

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