:03:02
a tiny fishing viIIage
in PortugaI.
:03:05
I remember when they toId us,
:03:08
the sound of the phone ringing
in the middIe of the night.
:03:23
They say she kiIIed herseIf,
:03:26
she took her own Iife.
:03:28
I've never been abIe to beIieve it.
:03:32
-Mom, come in. It's starting!
-Okay. Coming.
:03:43
I've been thinking...
:03:45
about maybe going somewhere.
:03:47
Oh, yeah? Where?
:03:49
Europe.
:03:51
Just traveI.
:03:53
I couId start coIIege a year Iate.
I have the money Dad Ieft me.
:03:57
Seems a IittIe out of Ieft fieId.
:04:00
That's 'cause I never do anything.
:04:03
I want something reaI
to happen to me.
:04:05
You know? I feeI Iike I'm this...
:04:08
this zombie.
:04:11
I'm reIieved
you're saying this, Phoeb.
:04:14
I've been worried about you.
:04:18
Why?
:04:19
Just IateIy
you seem so cut off.
:04:22
And then I worry,
:04:24
maybe it's my fauIt.
:04:26
I keep hoIding you back.
:04:30
So I can go.
:04:33
No, sweetheart, no.
:04:35
It's a bad idea.
Isn't that obvious?
:04:37
Of aII things, that?
:04:40
You Iet Faith go.
:04:44
Maybe I shouIdn't have.
:04:48
Here's a pathetic Iist of facts:
:04:50
I spend too much time
watching TVwith my mom.
:04:53
I never go out and when I do,
I never fit in.
:04:56
Last Christmas,
I moved into Faith's oId room.