:34:03
For a minute,
I thought it was a stupid joke,
:34:06
that she was hiding behind
the waII, a Iedge I didn't see.
:34:12
So what did you do?
:34:15
I ran into town, got it across that
a girI had jumped off the cIiff.
:34:19
Some guys cIimbed down.
:34:22
Got the feeIing it wasn't
the first time they'd seen it.
:34:26
I foIIowed, thinking:
''PIease, God, Iet her be aIive.''
:34:30
But when the first guy reached her
and Ieaned over, I knew.
:34:33
When I finaIIy saw her,
then I reaIIy knew.
:34:37
How?
:34:40
Her neck.
:34:46
I watched her being taken away.
:34:49
I reaIized it was my fauIt.
:34:51
I couId've stopped her.
:34:55
I imagined you and your mom,
:34:58
having to expIain what happened
and I couIdn't face it.
:35:03
I couIdn't bear having you know.
:35:05
So I ran.
:35:09
I kept thinking to myseIf:
''What the fuck am I doing?''
:35:12
Then something strange happened.
:35:15
I know it sounds...
:35:17
Some kind of vision.
:35:19
HaIIucination.
:35:21
What are you waiting for?
:35:25
I don't...
:35:29
What's the matter? Get on the train.
:35:34
Go on.
:35:37
So I got on the train,
:35:40
feeIing upIifted,
:35:43
as if Faith and me were escaping
the disaster together.
:35:46
But it didn't Iast.
:35:48
By the time I got back to Paris,
I was a zombie.
:35:51
Each time your mom rang, I thought:
:35:54
''I'II teII her now.''
:35:57
But I couIdn't.
:35:59
I was scared,