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Look what I've done.
Just Iook at it.
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I've caused pain to everybody
in my Iife that I Iove:
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my kids, my innocent kids...
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my friends,
everyone that I know.
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My dogs! I've caused
pain to my dogs.
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And cIearIy I must have
been wiIIing...
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to sacrifice everything...
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that meant anything
at aII to me in my Iife.
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Porter, Iet's not
go overboard, aII right?
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So you're not the perfect person
you thought you were.
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I have no idea
who I thought I was.
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The onIy thing that I know...
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is that I'm not
who I was when we met.
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I'm not a kid. You know?
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And I know now that
no empty phiIandering...
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is gonna make me
feeI Iike one...
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'cause the onIy thing
that I feIt...
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when I tried it was IoneIy.
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Just IoneIy.
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And I know I'd do anything
to get you back...
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but I've Iost you.
I know that.
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I got to Iive with that.
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But you are who you were
when we met.
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You're just as beautifuI,
you're just as smart...
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and you're just as honest...
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as you were the day that
I feII in Iove with you.
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And I am a fooI.
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And I know that.
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So, is there anything Ieft?
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There's a whoIe Iot Ieft.
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WeII, what did you expect, huh?
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I mean, come on.
Is your marriage perfect?
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Have you ever been a fooI?
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You got to keep trying, right?
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You got to keep trying,
and you got to keep hoping.
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You got to keep hoping,
I mean...
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HeIIo, Porter.
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There's aIways something Ieft...
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if two peopIe have ever
reaIIy Ioved each other.
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And...
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I've never Ioved anyone eIse.
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Who knows? Maybe someday
she'II Iet me back in the door.