:46:02
I might sell the place and
move to a little condo
:46:08
but for now I am
getting by just fine
:46:16
In my last letter
I might have misspoken
:46:22
used some negative language
about my late wife
:46:28
but you have to understand
:46:30
I was under a lot of pressure
following my retirement
:46:38
" I 'm not going to lie
to you, Nçdugu"
:46:42
It's been rough few weeks
:46:45
I 've been broken
from time to time
:46:58
I miss her
:47:00
I miss my Helen
:47:05
I guess I didn't know
how lucky I was
:47:08
to have a wife like Helen
:47:10
until she was gone
:47:16
"Remember that, young man"
:47:19
you got to appreciate
what you have
:47:23
while you still have it