:44:05
It's a lot of work
keeping household together.
:44:08
I supposed enventually I'll sell the place
and move to a little condo, -
:44:12
-you know less upkeep and so far.
:44:15
But for now, I am
getting by just fine.
:44:22
It occured to me that in my last letter,
I might have misspoken, -
:44:28
- used some negative language
in reference to my late wife, -
:44:33
- but you have to understand that
:44:35
I was under a lot of pressure,
following my retirement.
:44:43
I'm not going to lie
to you, Ndugu.
:44:47
It's been a rough few weeks.
:44:50
I've been pretty, you know...
broken up from time to time.
:45:02
I miss her.
:45:05
I miss my Helen.
:45:09
I guess I just didn't know
how lucky I was, -
:45:11
- to have a wife like Helen, -
:45:14
- until she was... gone.
:45:19
Remember that,
young man, -
:45:22
- you've got to appreciate
what you have, -
:45:26
- while you still have it.