1:32:02
l don't want to die, Donald.
l've wasted my life. God, l've wasted it.
1:32:06
-You did not. And you're not gonna die.
-l wasted it.
1:32:10
l admire you, Donald, you know?
1:32:12
l spent my whole life paralyzed,
worrying about what people think of me...
1:32:15
-...and you, you're just oblivious.
-l'm not oblivious.
1:32:20
No, you don't understand.
l mean that as a compliment.
1:32:26
There was this time in high school.
1:32:28
l was watching you out
the library window...
1:32:32
-...you were talking to Sarah Marsh.
-Oh, God, l was so in love with her.
1:32:35
l know. And you were flirting with her,
and she was being really sweet to you.
1:32:40
-l remember that.
-And then, when you walked away...
1:32:45
...she started making fun of you
with Kim Canetti.
1:32:49
And it was like
they were laughing at me.
1:32:55
You didn't know at all?
1:32:58
-You seemed so happy.
-l knew. l heard them.
1:33:04
Well, how come you were so happy?
1:33:07
l loved Sarah, Charles.
1:33:11
lt was mine, that love.
1:33:17
l owned it.
1:33:22
Even Sarah didn't have
the right to take it away.
1:33:27
l can love whoever l want.
1:33:32
But she thought you were pathetic.
1:33:39
That was her business, not mine.
1:33:45
You are what you love,
not what loves you.
1:33:52
That's what l decided a long time ago.