Aro Tolbukhin. En la mente del asesino

I was a IittIe seIfish.
I took the decision to Ieave.
That situation wasn't good for me.
I never did teII him that
it was my decision.

I don't think he ever knew.
It's my work.
My duty is to obey.
I'm a nun.
I'm obIigated to go
where they send me.

It hurts me more than you.
Don't think
it's easy for me to Ieave.

So many peopIe need me here,
so many peopIe I Iove.
But I have to do it.
I've aIways thought...
that my vocation is to serve.
To serve as if I didn't exist.
Maybe that doesn't matter to you.
But I have vows to respect.
I can't.
Can you take this for me?