1:19:01
	and plainness."
1:19:04
	That's a dope line.
1:19:05
	And I know LL didn't think
he was that deep.
1:19:08
	That was my first
published article.
1:19:11
	I can't wait
for your book to come out.
1:19:13
	And when you left,
1:19:15
	I went out,
1:19:18
	got the L.A. Times,
every Wednesday,
1:19:20
	for your column.
1:19:23
	I'd go to the park
and read it.
1:19:25
	I don't know, it just...
1:19:28
	made me feel closer to you.
1:19:34
	Uh...
1:19:35
	you want anything?
1:19:38
	Coffee?
1:19:39
	- Vodka?
- Uh, no.
1:19:40
	I wanted them pork chops.
1:19:41
	I told you we should have
stayed for dinner.
1:19:43
	How can you...
joke about this?
1:19:45
	'Cause I would be
flipping out.
1:19:47
	Ha ha!
1:19:49
	Sid, I do not know.
1:19:51
	I guess I'll break down
later.
1:19:54
	You know what, though?
l... l...
1:19:55
	I'm glad I know now.
1:19:57
	I guess I always knew
deep down inside
1:20:00
	that we weren't
meant to be together.
1:20:02
	Yeah?
1:20:03
	Mm.
1:20:05
	And when did you
figure that out?
1:20:08
	The night before the wedding.
1:20:12
	Something happened
1:20:14
	between me leaving the house...
1:20:17
	and, uh...
1:20:20
	getting to the wedding.
1:20:23
	But, you know,
I shook it off,
1:20:25
	'cause, damn,
I had a beautiful woman
1:20:27
	that loved me to death.
1:20:30
	So, you know,
I took all those feelings
1:20:32
	and... locked them away,
1:20:34
	'cause not everybody
can marry their one true love.
1:20:40
	It was a pretty difficult
situation.
1:20:42
	Do you, uh...
1:20:44
	you know anybody
like that?
1:20:48
	No, I don't.
1:20:49
	No?
1:20:51
	But...
1:20:53
	I do know somebody
1:20:55
	that was friends
with this guy
1:20:57
	a long time, and...
1:20:59
	she thought maybe
it was more than just...