:15:04
I only wanted to comfort her.
Hold her.
:15:12
I kissed her,
and got a little excited...
:15:17
... and she started laughing at me.
:15:21
She wouldn't stop laughing.
:15:24
Ever had someone laugh at you
when you're like that? Vulnerable.
:15:29
Laughing their ass off?
Someone you thought respected you?
:15:33
You ever have that happen?
:15:36
I just wanted to stop her laughing.
And then, you know...
:15:41
... I hit her.
:15:43
Couple of times, to stop her.
Get a little respect.
:15:47
Randy did it all the time.
She liked it when he did it.
:15:51
She never blamed him.
Never wanted to leave him.
:15:54
I do it, she starts screaming.
She wouldn't stop.
:15:59
She's screaming.
I put my hand over her mouth.
:16:03
Then I'm really scared.
I'm scared shitless.
:16:07
More scared than I've ever been.
I'm more scared than her.
:16:12
And then...
:16:14
... everything was clear.
:16:18
There was no turning back.
:16:22
And after that, I was calm.
:16:27
Real calm.
:16:32
You and I share a secret.
:16:35
We know how easy
it is to kill somebody.
:16:39
That ultimate taboo.
It doesn't exist outside our minds.
:16:45
I didn't murder her.
:16:48
I killed her,
but it just ended up that way.
:16:53
So where'd you take the body?
:16:56
Thanks for listening to me.
:16:58
Feels good to talk about that stuff.
I'll be able to sleep now.