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What a wonderful life!
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The other day,
at that shitty hotel,
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l was thinking and thinking.
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What the fuck am I doing here
if l have home?
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At the hotel, thinking.
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Saying to myself:
"Everything's cool."
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l looked at one wall.
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The picture of one
of those fuckin' dumb clowns.
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Beautiful. That's cool.
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l looked at another side.
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The bathroom.
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ls this what l've got left?
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ls this what...
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what l deserve?
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ls this what l've been
working for...
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for 15 years?
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And l thought about it.
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l didn't think about it...
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like a fantasy or like...
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l really thought.
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l just stared
at a spot on the wall.
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I couIdn't look
at the clown or the bathroom.
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l just stared
at that spot on the wall.
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Then l said:
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"l'll put an end to this.
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l have...
:26:58
-a shotgun..."
-Hey,