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Who is Annie?
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What?
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Who is Annie, Mother?
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She was a neighbor who took in kids,
did people's laundry.
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-What did she look like?
-Dark, curly hair, freckles.
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Did she take care of me?
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How can you possibly
have remembered this?
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It will only hurt you.
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Imagine my life for a moment.
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How unprepared I was to be
the mother of a small child.
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I was used to having time to think
and you just wanted, wanted, wanted.
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I felt like a hostage.
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Can you understand
how desperate I was?
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I dropped you off
at her house one afternoon...
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...to go to the beach
with some friends.
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And one thing led to another.
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They had a place in Ensenada.
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It was wonderful.
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You can't imagine.
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To take a nap in the afternoon...
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...to make love all day if I wanted
and not have to think:
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What's Astrid doing? Where's Astrid?
Mommy, Mommy...
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...clinging to me like a spider.
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At the end, I just wanted
to throw you against a wall.