:09:01
l don't understand.
:09:02
lt's like,
:09:03
lf l don't take my pill,
then every time someone speaks,
:09:08
or if l have an idea,
or if somebody talks--anything--
:09:14
l break it down into words,
then into letters,
:09:17
and l add them up.
:09:20
3, 1 , 3, 4, 2.
''And l add them up.''
:09:25
l take those numbers,
and l add them up backwards.
:09:29
3, 1 , 3, 4, 2
was 6, 3, 9, 1 , 10, 3, 1 3, 4.
:09:33
The last word,
plus the word before that,
:09:35
plus the word before that,
and on and on...
:09:39
...till it ends in a prime number.
:09:41
lt's, like, constantly in my head.
:09:45
l take it all back.
:09:47
That's the sickest thing
l ever heard.
:09:51
l know.
:09:53
lt's weird 'cause it's,
like, it's just there.
:09:58
3, 4, 5, 9, 3, 1 2, 3.
''lt's just there.''
:10:07
lt's crazy. Oh, my God.
:10:19
That's why l act.
That's why l want to be an actor.
:10:23
'Cause when l'm acting,
it's not there if it's really going good.
:10:29
lt's like the character
doesn't have it...
:10:34
...so l don't have it.
:10:53
A teenage Prozac junkie.
:10:59
That's my perfect life.