1:24:19
I don't want to have
to spend the next 8 hours
1:24:22
screaming with my sons
and fighting with them.
1:24:24
Then don't.
1:24:26
I want them out of this house
tomorrow morning.
1:24:29
Mom
1:24:30
I don't give a shit.
1:24:31
I want you out of this house
tomorrow morning.
1:24:33
You may not
give a shit about Jesse
1:24:35
but we are here for Jesse.
1:24:37
What are you all
talking about here?
1:24:39
Can't you put your anger aside
for one minute?
1:24:41
I cannot put my anger aside
about you.
1:24:45
You have been nothing but
hateful, hostile, and angry
1:24:48
ever since this began.
1:24:52
OK, Jess, we're on.
1:24:53
Ta da. I feel like shit.
1:24:56
What's today's date?
1:24:57
Today's the day
before I went to jail.
1:25:00
"Went" to jail?
1:25:02
- I'm going to jail.
- Because we're watching it.
1:25:03
We're gonna be watching this
after I'm already out of jail.
1:25:05
After 4, 41/2 years
1:25:07
because the case gets reopened.
1:25:09
At this point in time,
my life is as good as over.
1:25:12
It is terminated at this point
only to resume at a later date.
1:25:18
This one'll go,
this one'll shatter.
1:25:21
The night before Jesse's plea
we stayed up all night.
1:25:24
Maybe I shot the videotape
1:25:25
so that I wouldn't
have to remember it myself.
1:25:29
It's a possibility
1:25:30
because I don't really remember
it outside of the tape.
1:25:35
Like when your parents take
pictures of you
1:25:37
do you remember being there
1:25:38
or do you remember
just the photograph
1:25:39
hanging on the wall?
1:25:44
Even if I'm facing the worst
scenario possible tomorrow
1:25:51
and for every day
following it
1:25:55
I have to think tonight
that it's not gonna be that bad.