:54:02
He struggles and makes do.
:54:04
Did I tell you my boss and I are
going to the mayor's mansion...
:54:07
so we can show him cuts for
a private dinner he's having?
:54:09
You're doing a meat show
for the mayor?
:54:12
Meat presentation. There's a
subtle difference of humiliation.
:54:16
So you never did
answer my question:
:54:18
why you didn't go back into horse training
after your sisters got on their feet?
:54:22
I don't want to talk
about it, okay?
:54:25
It's hard to get to know someone
when they won't talk to you.
:54:28
You know, we're having a really
good time right now, Raymond.
:54:31
Let's just drop it, okay?
:54:35
Did you know...
:54:39
that I was an orphan
just like you and your sisters?
:54:42
My mom gave me up after I was born. I
don't think she even knew who my father was.
:54:46
Yeah, so that explains it,
:54:49
why the idea of staying
in one place scares you so much.
:54:53
Scares me? I said I was a multi
- talented guy that liked to travel.
:54:56
- I didn't say I was scared.
- I read about it.
:54:59
When a child is abandoned,
:55:01
he becomes afraid that his
entire life will fall apart again.
:55:07
I don't think
you should feel bad about it.
:55:09
It's a completely
natural reaction.
:55:12
Okay then. I won't
feel bad about it.
:55:17
What about you?
:55:22
Okay.
:55:25
Our parents died
in a car accident when I was 18.
:55:28
Insurance paid for the house,
:55:30
and we started a bank account
that we called the Dandridge fund.
:55:35
I guess as they grew older,
:55:38
I settled into this cushy
little life I have now.
:55:41
And I didn't wanna go back and chase
dreams of becoming a horse trainer.
:55:45
So I guess if it doesn't kill
you, it makes you stronger, huh?
:55:48
I think what people mean
when they say that...
:55:50
is that you deal with whatever pain that
you have by building a bridge over it...
:55:55
with all the things that life
hasn't taken away from you.
:55:58
So if it doesn't kill you,
it makes you build a bridge.