My Life Without Me
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1:09:01
one night I was on duty,
1:09:03
and they called me in
to help with a birth.

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This woman was overdue,
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she was expecting twins,
and the babies were in danger.

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So they decided to do
a caesarean

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and the mother was put
under a general anaesthetic.

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And...
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it turned out they were Siamese twins.
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They were born without one torso...
one set of lungs...

1:09:30
they hardly cried.
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They weren't horrible to look at.
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No, they were just like any other baby.
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But
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there was no way
they were going to survive.

1:09:45
It's impossible.
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So we put them in an incubator
while the doctors talked to the father

1:09:52
about what they should do.
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The father didn't even wanna see them.
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So they decided to take them out
of the incubator

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and wait for them to die.
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And I offered
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to be with them until they...
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I couldn't bear the thought of them
dying alone

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in a cold hospital room.
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They lived thirty hours.
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I held them in my arms thirty hours.
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I sang every song I knew,
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songs from the world
they could never see, but...

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Anyway, they just grew smaller
and smaller in my arms.

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First the boy died, and...
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six hours later the girl died.
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So... since then I've specialized
in geriatric nursing.


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