:11:03
You know, I'd be crapping myself.
:11:06
It's my ninth year,
I think I'm just....
:11:09
I feel like I'm over it, you know?
:11:11
-I guess that's how you have to be.
-Well....
:11:17
You're doing that blinking thing.
Are you gonna have a panic attack?
:11:21
-No, I'm cool.
-Are you all right?
:11:23
-You all right?
-No, I'm not gonna--
:11:26
-I'm gonna--
-Oh, God. Take it easy.
:11:29
-Calm down.
-I think I'm dying.
:11:31
-I'm dying.
-You're not.
:11:32
-Oh, God.
-You're having a panic attack.
:11:35
-Come on. Take it easy.
-Get my bag.
:11:37
Wait, I'm having an arrhythmia.
:11:40
Here you go. Breathe into the bag.
Short breaths.
:11:43
Concentrate on the breathing.
:11:45
It's nine years in a row!
I don't want to go on-stage.
:11:48
Why do I have to go on-stage
with you?
:11:50
You're gonna be fine.
You're gonna be fine, all right?
:11:55
You're gonna have fun tonight,
all right?
:11:58
You're gonna have fun.
:12:00
Any normal person with a normal sense
of self-preservation...
:12:06
...would understand that
all an artist has is his life.
:12:10
And what he observes
as he passes through his life.
:12:14
And any serious writer hanging out
for years with the rich, well...
:12:18
...my God, you'd have to be deluded
to the point of derangement...
:12:22
...not to realize that that writer
was taking notes.
:12:30
My God, I even told them.
:12:33
They knew I was writing this book.
What did they think I was there for?
:12:38
The intellectual stimulation?
:12:40
The wit?
:12:42
The spiritual uplift?
:12:44
I brought the intellect
and the wit to the party.
:12:50
Okay, okay, he's coming.
He's coming.
:12:56
Bravo! Bravo!
:12:59
-You were just wonderful!
-Thank you, Mim.