1:42:01
You know, he was good,
1:42:03
you know, but, as a kid,
1:42:05
l couldn't seem to get close.
1:42:09
He was good with engines,
you know?
1:42:11
Anything under the hood,
and he was just...
1:42:14
He was so quiet. He was just...
he was just too quiet.
1:42:19
And l wanted to get closer,
you know?
1:42:23
l mean, maybe l wasn't the kind
of kid he would have wanted,
1:42:29
you know?
1:42:32
Reading,
and off on my own and...
1:42:38
...locked in.
1:42:40
That pain-in-the-ass kid stuff,
but...
1:42:53
l wanted to get closer,
and l... l...
1:42:56
So you told him about her.
1:42:59
Well, l traded her in.
1:43:01
l traded her in
for a pat on the head.
1:43:04
No. No.
1:43:06
l got beat instead,
and so did she.
1:43:09
He just hit her from one side
of the room to the other.
1:43:12
And we went...
1:43:16
to L.A.
1:43:19
You know, but by then
1:43:20
l think my pa's rage
had-had-had cooled down.
1:43:24
l don't think
he wanted us to go,
1:43:26
'cause l remember him waving.
1:43:31
l remember him waving to us
as the bus went away.
1:43:38
Away.
1:43:40
And l...
1:43:44
And my mom couldn't get a job.
1:43:46
lt was just, you know...
1:43:51
She started
bringing men home and...
1:43:56
Oh, the poor bitch.