1:02:01
and I wake up with
the fucking sweats, you know?
1:02:03
And then I have this other dream,
1:02:05
oh... where you're...
1:02:07
pregnant, in bed, beside me, naked,
and I want so badly to touch you,
1:02:11
but you tell me not to,
1:02:13
and then you look away.
1:02:14
And...
1:02:15
and I... I...
1:02:16
I touch you anyway,
1:02:18
right on your ankle,
and your skin is so soft,
1:02:21
and I wake up in sobs, all right?
1:02:24
And my wife is sitting there,
looking at me,
1:02:26
and I feel like I'm a million miles from
her and I know that there's something...
1:02:29
... wrong!
1:02:30
You know, that I ca...
1:02:31
that I can't keep living like this, that
there's gotta be something more to love
1:02:34
than commitment...
1:02:36
But then I think that...
1:02:38
I might have given up...
1:02:39
on the whole idea of romantic love.
1:02:41
That I...
1:02:43
I might have put it to bed, that...
1:02:45
that day when you weren't there.
1:02:48
You know, I think I might have done that.
1:02:52
Why are you telling me all this?
1:02:55
I'm sorry.
1:02:56
I don't know, I'm...
I... I should... I...
1:03:01
I shouldn't have.
1:03:03
You know, it's so weird...
1:03:04
people think they are the only one
going through tough times.
1:03:09
I mean, when I read the article,
I thought...
1:03:10
your life was perfect.
1:03:13
A wife, a kid,
a published author!
1:03:18
Your personal life was
more of a mess than mine...!
1:03:21
I'm sorry!
1:03:24
Well...
I'm glad it's...
1:03:25
good for something.
1:03:26
Oh, monsieur, c'est la!
1:03:27
Rentre dans la place la.
1:03:29
This is... this is...
this is where you live?
1:03:31
Yeah.
1:03:34
So, you're just relieved that I'm in
even more deep shit than you are?
1:03:38
Yes.
1:03:39
You've made me feel better.
1:03:40
Oh, good, I'm glad...
1:03:42
No, I really wish you the best.
1:03:45
It's not because I'm incapable of
having a good relationship or a family
1:03:48
that I wish everyone to be doing like me.
1:03:51
I'm sure you may be
a great mom someday!
1:03:54
Really, you think so?
1:03:55
Oh, yeah. A few anti-depressants...
you know, you'll do great!
1:03:59
Ok, say "Stop"!