:45:04
I had music on full blast.
:45:10
Mum flung the door open...
:45:15
And I couldn't escape.
:45:19
She was furious.
:45:24
Didn't understand...
:45:30
The guy I was with is the only person
I've ever really loved.
:45:37
He's the only one
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that I've truly felt...
:45:45
a sense of belonging with,
:45:51
of being invincible and happy.
:45:56
What happened to him?
:46:00
He disappeared.
:46:04
He didn't dare be happy.
:46:11
Not in that way, at least.
:46:15
- Didn't you try to find him?
- I didn't have the courage to do it.
:46:23
What if he feels the same way about
you, that he lacks the courage too?
:46:29
No... I doubt it.
:46:34
If he's still alive, that is.
:46:44
He's alive.
:46:47
- But it's too late anyway.
- Why?
:46:52
He's going to New York.