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:24:08
No.
:24:09
No what?
:24:10
I don't wanna soldier on.
:24:16
Lan, if I were to stay in london now
it would only be for you.

:24:21
For us, and I would do that in a heartbeat
:24:26
if I thought that we were really special.
:24:29
- We are.
- Really?

:24:31
You never tell me how you feel
or talk about yourself.

:24:34
You don't wanna meet my family
you forgot my graduation,

:24:37
we ran into my favorite student
and you act as if he has something contagious.

:24:44
Lan, I know you have
the best intentions

:24:49
but I just think that I'm a very
high second priority for you.

:24:58
That hurts.
:25:03
And the worst part is
I'm starting to get used to it.

:25:08
I don't understand.
:25:11
I know.
:25:16
It's what kills me.
:25:20
If there'd just been one day, Ian...
:25:22
one day, when nothing else mattered for us
:25:26
- I adore you.
- I don't wanna be adored.

:25:32
I wanna be loved.
:25:36
Where are you going?
:25:39
Spend the night at lottie's
to the airport tomorrow and...

:25:45
I can't do this anymore.
:25:56
I saw you at the travel agency,

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