1:30:09
OK, I don't want you to
snap to some judgement...
1:30:14
Why... It's some kind of like nasty-ass-Christina
Aguilera's-can't-go-wrong-with kind of video?
1:30:20
No, it's just...
1:30:37
Tuesday, 3 am
1:30:41
once again I'm wide awake
1:30:46
waiting for time to mend this part of me
1:30:53
that keeps on breaking
1:30:57
newspapers I threw away
1:31:02
washed the dishes in the sink
1:31:07
What the fuck...
1:31:11
That's from my journal what the fuck
is that stuff from my journal doing in here
1:31:15
You were the one always telling me to write
songs about you... I was gonna tell you...
1:31:19
or ask you or whatever...
You knew I would tell you to go fuck yourself..
1:31:23
so you what? You'd steal my most private personal hell
I've been trying to get past and you turn around
1:31:29
and throw it back in my face
is that it?
1:31:31
I just thought that something good could come
out of this
1:31:34
Oh for you maybe...
1:31:35
Jesus Chris... I did want to tell you
1:31:38
Look... I don't want to tell you
like this... but the record label they...
1:31:45
want me to move to New York for a while
1:31:48
cause... all the hot producers work in the clubs there
1:31:53
Have a nice trip