:04:05
And while my roommates weren't
as understanding as I'd hoped...
:04:09
-Come back to bed.
-...it did bring certainty.
:04:12
I'm sorry, Bean.
:04:13
We have only but one road
to travel in this life.
:04:16
And I just don't think
we're on the same one.
:04:18
So to get more involved,
or for me to over-commit myself...
:04:21
...would just lead to chaos.
:04:23
-How do you know?
-I'm certain.
:04:30
I mean, what if you're wrong?
:04:32
What if we're supposed to
be together?
:04:34
What if you just made
the biggest mistake of your life?
:04:38
Stacy, honey! Smile!
:04:39
Stacy, honey! Smile!
:04:41
There are moments in life where
you hope your decisions weren't rash.
:04:45
Bean! Bean!
:04:47
And moments where you just know.
:04:50
-Stacy.
-Derek.
:04:52
-Nice to meet you.
-Yeah, ditto.
:04:54
I had met my life-mate.
I was certain.
:04:59
Yeah! Yes!
:05:03
-That's good. Yes?
-The bar's closed.
:05:08
What are you doing?
:05:10
That first year of our relationship
was amazing.
:05:13
We were in sync, inseparable...
:05:16
...and in love.
:05:20
And though I technically
still lived with Mom...
:05:22
...I was spending practically
all my time at Derek's.
:05:27
My life was going
according to plan. Sort of.
:05:30
-Derek!
-Bob! Bob!
:05:33
Professionally speaking, I was
the go-to girl in a dead-end job.
:05:36
I mean, you can only work
your way up for so long, right?
:05:41
It was time to move on.
:05:43
And while Diane Sawyer
was still out of reach...
:05:46
... television personality
Kippie Kann wasn't.
:05:50
The grande dame of daytime talk
needed an associate producer. Me.
:05:55
It was a match made in Trenton.
:05:57
-Which brings us up to speed.
-lra Nachlis. Follow.