1:09:09
-I shouldn't have shown you that.
-No, I appreciate it, really.
1:09:13
It's just so bad, you know.
1:09:15
I probably did call him a few times
when he was with her.
1:09:18
But I was upset. I wouldn't characterize
it as being hysterical or pathetic.
1:09:23
But for her to know...
1:09:25
...that I called means that he told her.
1:09:27
Even if she didn't hear it,
she knew, and that's just so bad.
1:09:35
Joyce, I'm sorry.
1:09:39
I'm so sorry.
1:09:42
-He's in there.
-Where?
1:09:46
Right there, with the orange
sweater and the stupid haircut.
1:09:52
It is stupid.
1:09:56
Yeah.
1:09:57
We stood there...
1:09:59
...both of us sadly in love
with the same man.
1:10:03
Both of us feeling let down by him.
1:10:07
Where are you going?
1:10:08
I'm going home. I'll see you tomorrow
for the pre-interview. Good night, Barb.
1:10:13
Wait, Joyce?
1:10:15
Wait. Please. Wait.
1:10:19
-That tape, the Lulu--
-You know what, it's not about the tape.
1:10:23
It's just...
1:10:25
...talking to you and seeing Lulu. All
that stuff brought up bad memories.
1:10:29
And who am I trying to kid,
you know?
1:10:31
A clean break is easier.
You can reset it...
1:10:34
...and it heals, and you move on.
1:10:36
But if you leave things messy
or things don't get put right...
1:10:39
...then it just hurts.
1:10:41
Forever.
1:10:51
It's really time for me
to move away from him.
1:10:54
From all this.
1:10:59
I don't even know who he is anymore.