1:19:00
Seriously. It's really true.
1:19:03
- ls that in anger?
- No, just "Fuck! Fuck."
1:19:12
l just think
you're so fucking self-absorbed.
1:19:16
And what makes it worse is
that you always talk about...
1:19:24
you always talk about me, you use the
word "control" and "manipulation" a lot.
1:19:29
l think you control on purpose,
and I think you control inadvertently.
1:19:35
l think you control
by the rules you always set.
1:19:38
l think you control
by how you always judge people.
1:19:42
l think you control by your absence.
1:19:46
l think you control all this
even when you're not here.
1:19:55
l don't understand who you are.
l don't understand the program.
1:19:59
l don't understand all the stuff, OK?
1:20:02
l realize now
that I barely knew you before.
1:20:07
And all these rules,
and all this shit, man -
1:20:11
this is a fucking rock-'n'-roll band.
1:20:14
l don't want fucking rules.
1:20:17
l understand that
you need to leave at 4:00. I respect it.
1:20:24
But don't tell me I can't sit and listen to
something with Bob at 4:15 if I want to.
1:20:30
What the fuck is that?
1:20:33
You know, l...
1:20:35
l don't wanna end up
like Jason, OK?
1:20:38
l don't want to be pushed away.
l don't want it to happen twice.
1:20:45
Let's do it, and let's fucking do it full-on,
or let's not do it at all.
1:20:50
Fuck. See? Fuck.
1:20:56
Fuck!
1:20:58
Fuck!