1:10:01
l do a lot less photocopying
these days.
1:10:05
So. you decided to run away
and join the circus.
1:10:08
l tried. Didn't get in.
1:10:11
Only the freak show
would have me.
1:10:13
Seriously. why are you dressed
like a box of Quality Street?
1:10:16
My sister's wedding. Today.
1:10:19
A fuck up with the balloons.
1:10:21
Definitely.
1:10:23
So how are you?
1:10:25
Yeah perfect.
1:10:29
Perfect.
1:10:33
You know my job's perfect.
l have a perfect boyfriend...
1:10:35
and l'm going to my sister's
perfect wedding where...
1:10:38
a thousand old people...
1:10:39
who haven't seen me since
l was this high...
1:10:41
will come up to me and
soak my face with saliva...
1:10:43
saying: 'Please God by You'.
lt means:
1:10:47
'may God also make you marry a
nice Jewish boy and not become...
1:10:49
an old maid'.
1:10:52
Who's the boyfriend?
1:10:54
Anthony Silver.
1:10:57
He's. you know perfect.
1:11:00
-My parents love him.
-And you? What do you think of him?
1:11:05
He's safe.
1:11:08
He's reliable he's solid.
1:11:12
Sounds like a Volvo.
1:11:14
l don't know...
1:11:16
he's exactly the sort of boy
l imagined l'd end up with...
1:11:20
when l was twelve.
1:11:22
We'd fall in love and have a
perfect wedding...
1:11:25
perfect children and
live happily ever after.
1:11:31
Suze. you're a great girl.
1:11:33
You're funny and intelligent and
beautiful.
1:11:37
And you've got your feet on the
ground and that's a good thing...
1:11:40
but maybe sometimes
you just forget how to fly.
1:11:45
lt's not easy with five people
standing on your wings.
1:11:48
There's no excuses. they don't
have to be Suzie Gold.
1:11:51
Only you have to be Suzie Gold.
1:11:54
Stop thinking so much and
follow your heart a bit.
1:11:58
How can l hear my heart with all
the noise my head makes?