:47:04
As a climber you should always be in
control, you have to be in control.
:47:08
So doing that, you could be seen
as half a failure. You lost it.
:47:35
This is childish. I
just cried and cried.
:47:38
I thought,
:47:43
I'd be tougher than that.
:48:15
It was getting light, as it was 5 or 6.
:48:20
And I started screaming
Simon's name again.
:48:29
I got myself up, got dressed inside the
snow home and packed everything away,
:48:39
Just a horrible feeling of dread.
:48:41
By this stage, I strongly felt that
Joe had been killed the previous day.
:48:45
And that now I was going to
die, as some form of retribution.
:48:53
But rather than just sit here,
feeling sorry for myself or whatever,
:48:58
"I'll get on with it and
I'll die on the way down".