1:14:01
I can be insanely stubborn.
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And I do like to have things my way.
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And things were seriously not
going my way over these days.
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I'd look at a rock and then I'd go,
"Right, I get there in 20 minutes".
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Once I decided I was going to
get that distance in 20 minutes,
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I bloody well was gonna do it.
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And it would help me, because I'd
get halfway through the distance,
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and I'd be in such pain,
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I just couldn't bear the thought
of getting up and falling on again,
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but I'd look at the target and
think "I've got to get there".
1:14:54
And I'd think, when I was
Iying a bit long, and I think,
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"no, you gotta get there. You only got
10 minutes left, only 10 minutes left!"
1:15:03
It seemed like there was a very cold,
pragmatic part of me that was saying,
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"You have to do this, this and
this, if you're gonna get there".
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"Come on, keep moving, keep moving"
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"Right, get up, and do it again"
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It was quite insistent, and quite clear.
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It was almost like a voice or a separate
part of me, telling me to do something.
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Very uncaring. No sympathy,