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And do they come on
all of a sudden?
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Well, no...
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A few seconds before it happens
I know I'm going to have an attack.
:45:17
There's a moment... a shift...
:45:20
The doctors call it an aura.
:45:26
Things suddenly change.
:45:32
It's as if...
as if everything stopped,
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and a door opened in your head,
that lets things in.
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What things?
:45:53
Sounds...
:45:59
Music... Voices...
:46:06
Images...
:46:10
Smells...
:46:15
The smell of school,
of kitchen, of family...
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It tells me the fit is coming
and there's nothing you can do...
:46:39
to stop it... nothing.
:46:43
It's horrible...
:46:47
And it's perfect...
:46:50
because during those
few seconds, you're free...
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There's no choice,
there's no alternative,