1:06:03
to keep his mood, 'cause his moods
were so up and down.
1:06:07
And he started taking it for a while,
and then he stopped.
1:06:11
He said, "I had to stop."
I said, "Why?"
1:06:13
He said, "Because I can't stop.
I can't have the middle grounds.
1:06:18
I have to have the highs
and the lows.
1:06:20
It's a part of my life,
it's a part of my personality."
1:06:23
He definitely had a dark side.
1:06:25
He was mixed up in drugs which makes you
mixed up in bad people, people with guns.
1:06:30
Timothy always had a sense of justice
that was his own.
1:06:35
So he got into a lot,
a lot of trouble.
1:06:39
I think that...
1:06:41
How dangerous?
1:06:43
How dangerous? I mean...
1:06:47
I don't think he would've ever...
He couldn't have ever killed anybody.
1:06:50
He always kept it in check. One thing
that we did every once in a while
1:06:53
which just seems so bizarre
by now, but it's...
1:06:56
We would go, when we lived in the Valley,
to the Van Nuys courthouse.
1:06:59
We would watch when criminals
were being sentenced.
1:07:03
We would watch people
getting their sentence.
1:07:05
And I think we did it...
I did it just for shock value,
1:07:09
and because it was something
I had never done.
1:07:11
But he did it, I think,
to remind him
1:07:15
if he went to that dark place,
what his life would be.
1:07:22
I'm in love
with my animal friends.
1:07:24
I'm in love with my animal friends!
In love with my animal friends.
1:07:27
I'm very, very troubled.
1:07:36
It's very emotional.
1:07:39
It's probably not cool
even looking like this.
1:07:42
I'm so in love with them, and they're
so f-ed over, which so sucks.
1:07:49
Do you know you're the star
for all the children.
1:07:54
They love you. And I love you so much,
and thank you.