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despite what my attorneys
would have everyone believe.
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And then I
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drove back to where he worked.
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It was next to a Christian Science
reading room. I remember that.
:55:17
And I just waited out the front
for him to come out.
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And even that wasn't very difficult.
:55:25
There was a slight drizzle, I remember that,
but the wait wasn't interminable.
:55:29
And then
:55:33
when he came out and walked to his car,
I simply confronted him.
:55:38
And he said some
very cold and cruel things to me,
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and I shot Mr San Giuliano
:55:50
as I had planned to.
:55:54
As I had planned.
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Well, they must have felt the circumstances
were extenuating if you got off so lightly.
:56:07
It may seem lightly to you,
:56:10
but it was nothing but hell.
:56:12
And if you've never been arrested and put
on trial, well, that alone is sentence enough.
:56:17
The horror, the...
:56:20
the tension, the police, the journalists...
I went over my story hundreds of times -
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the jilted mother, seduced away
from her family, sick on drugs,
:56:30
the struggle for the gun, the gun goes off.
:56:37
But there was no struggle.
:56:41
That was legal fiction.
:56:44
Well, you had good lawyers.
:56:47
Not like your child custody team.
:56:53
I remember just lying
in my cell at night and thinking,
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"My God. "