1:37:01
For what seemed like
a really long time.
1:37:04
Your eyes were closed mostly,
but every now and then...
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they would flutter open, and just
had this glassy, faraway look.
1:37:14
And then I leaned
in and whispered.
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It's fun, right?
Tell him you think it's fun.
1:37:35
We're almost finished.
1:37:38
You're gonna be able?
1:37:40
Yeah.
1:37:44
Then we played
the 5 dollar game.
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When Coach would ask me to
do things, crazy sex things.
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And if I could do them,
he'd give me a 5 dollar bill.
1:37:55
It's okay.
Go ahead, Neil.
1:38:08
He made us fist him.
Do you know what that is?
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I went first, of course.
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And on that night, the 5 dollars
was mine if I could ram...
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my little fist up his ass and
wring it all the way to the elbow.
1:38:33
And goddamn it, I did it.
1:38:36
I'll never forget
how it felt.
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It felt like his whole body
was trying to suck me into it.
1:38:42
Devour me.
1:38:46
And then I did it too.
1:38:55
And then we drove you back to Little
River
and left you in your driveway.