1:40:05
What are you doing?
1:40:06
No one's even home.
1:40:08
No, someone's there.
1:40:09
I can see them.
1:40:12
Look, I see them, too.
1:40:14
What's going on?
1:40:16
I think that
someone's in there.
1:40:26
# Silent night. #
1:40:31
# Holy night. #
1:40:38
# All is calm. #
1:40:44
# All is bright. #
1:40:50
And as we sat there
listening to the carolers,
1:40:53
I wanted to tell Brian it was over
now and everything would be okay.
1:40:57
But that was a lie, plus,
I couldn't speak anyway.
1:41:03
I wish there was some way for
us to go back and undo the past.
1:41:08
But there wasn't.
1:41:11
There was nothing
we could do.
1:41:14
So I just stayed silent and trying
to telepathically communicate...
1:41:19
how sorry I was
about what had happened.
1:41:24
And I thought of all
the grief and sadness...
1:41:26
and fucked up suffering in the
world...
1:41:28
and it made me
want to escape.
1:41:32
I wished with all my heart
that we could just...
1:41:33
Ieave this world behind.
1:41:36
Rise like two angels in
the night and magically...
1:41:41
disappear.