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You were never there.
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All right? I needed you.
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I need you now.
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- As I take this to a close
and reflect on the message.
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Living through the eye of the storm.
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This particular message
is one that's close to my heart...
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...if I can be transparent
for a moment.
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Okay, God.
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What do you want from me?
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I don't understand.
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Why are you doing this again?
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Now, I've been living in the
eye of the storm for some time now.
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Can we talk about it?
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Can we talk about it?
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Like many of y'all,
mine was self-imposed.
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Now, I could flee or fight.
There ain't no change.
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Or I can call on my friends.
They ain't around.
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And it's at that moment...
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...that God has you exactly
where he wants you to be.
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Dependent on him.
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That's right.
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Am I supposed to learn something
from this?
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Are you listening to me?
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Do you hear me?
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Do you hear me?
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You know, I can think about
how difficult it was for me to let go...
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...of my will, you know, my ego,
and allow God to run things.
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Your pastor's not perfect.
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I'm flawed.