:51:00
and my kids are the ones
who suffer.
:51:02
It's not fair.
:51:07
This wasn't the plan,
you know.
:51:10
I had a big future in mind
when I was younger.
:51:12
I was going to be
a famous baker.
:51:14
Like Julia Child,
but with desserts.
:51:16
I was going to go
to a fancy cooking school.
:51:18
Write cookbooks.
:51:20
Make people fall in love
with baking again.
:51:23
I had
all the applications, too.
:51:30
I was in the middle
of filling them out
when I learned I was pregnant.
:51:33
I thought
it was good news.
:51:35
A baby fit into
my happily-ever-after plan
just fine.
:51:39
But it didn't fit
into the guy's.
:51:42
Or maybe it was me
that didn't fit.
:51:45
Whichever. I was on my own.
:51:50
So you had your kid instead
of fulfilling your dream.
:51:57
I guess I did.
:52:04
If you had to do it all over,
would you have gone
to school instead?
:52:11
Life definitely
would have been easier
if I'd done that.
:52:15
Gotten my act together first.
:52:17
Had kids later.
But those kids...
:52:22
wouldn't be Holly
and Zoe.
:52:26
And life
without Holly and Zoe,
I can't even imagine it.
:52:31
It's just no life at all.