1:23:01
What do you get in this box?
1:23:03
l'll be right back.
1:23:07
Hello?
1:23:09
Hello?
1:23:12
Dad, it's Carmen.
1:23:18
l'm glad you called.
1:23:21
-l just-- l want--
-lt's all right. You don't....
1:23:26
You don't have to apologize, sweetheart.
You were upset. l know.
1:23:31
No, Dad, you don't know.
1:23:33
That's just it, you've never known...
1:23:35
...because l've never
been able to tell you.
1:23:38
-Tell me what?
-That l'm angry with you, Dad.
1:23:42
This entire thing.
About you, and Lydia and the kids--
1:23:46
lt's my fault.
1:23:48
l should have told you
about them before, and l'm sorry.
1:23:53
Yeah, you should've warned me,
but it's more than that.
1:23:56
lt's the fact that you've found yourself
this new family...
1:24:00
...and l feel like some outsider
who doesn't even belong to you anymore.
1:24:06
lt's like you traded me and Mom in for
something that you thought was better...
1:24:10
...and l wanna know why.
Are you ashamed of me?
1:24:14
Are you embarrassed?
1:24:16
Just tell me, Dad,
what did I do wrong?
1:24:21
Why did you leave?
Why did you have to go?
1:24:23
And then tell me
that we were gonna be closer?
1:24:27
But that never happened.
1:24:31
Dad, why does Paul visit
his alcoholic dad every month...
1:24:36
...but you only visit me twice a year?
1:24:43
And l know-- You just seem so happy
about being Paul and Krista's dad...
1:24:48
...but you never even had
the time to be mine.
1:24:51
l'm sorry.
1:24:55
l'm so sorry.
1:24:56
l wish that were enough, Dad.