:52:01
Don't you think I've tried through the years
to know why?
:52:04
To help him.
:52:06
I don't know, Esther.
:52:07
I don't know what the answer is.
:52:13
I've got to find the answer.
:52:16
You don't know what it's like
to watch somebody you love...
:52:21
...just crumble away bit by bit...
:52:23
...and day by day in front of your eyes.
:52:28
And stand there helpless.
:52:33
Love isn't enough.
:52:36
I thought it was.
:52:37
I thought I was the answer for Norman...
:52:43
...but love isn't enough for him.
:52:47
And I'm afraid of what's beginning
to happen...
:52:52
...within me...
:52:55
...because...
:52:57
...sometimes I hate him.
:53:04
I hate his promises to stop...
:53:08
...and then the watching and waiting
to see it begin again.
:53:15
I hate to go home to him at night.
:53:18
And listen to his lies.
:53:20
My heart goes out to him because he tries.
:53:23
He does try.
:53:28
But I hate him for failing.
:53:32
I hate me, too.
:53:34
I hate me...
:53:37
...'cause I've failed, too.
:53:41
I have.
:53:44
I don't know what's going to happen
to us, Oliver.
:53:50
No matter...
:53:54
...how much you love somebody...
:53:58
...how do you live out the days?