:15:02
with what I did the night before.
:15:05
I tell myself today...
a change.
:15:09
If my headache is bad enough,
I say...
:15:11
"Pierre, today you must
take steps to become a saint. "
:15:15
I say, I'll drop in at the club
and watch the card playing.
:15:19
Just order a glass of water...
:15:21
to prove to myself how marvelously
I resist temptation.
:15:25
Then someone comes along
and says...
:15:28
"Just one vodka, Pierre. "
:15:31
Next morning my headache is worse,
my pockets are emptier.
:15:34
There must be something
you wanna do.
:15:37
Of course.
I wanna discover.
:15:39
- Discover what?
- Everything.
:15:41
I want to discover why I know what's
right and still do what's wrong.
:15:46
I wanna discover what happiness is...
:15:49
and what value there is
in suffering.
:15:51
I wanna discover
why men go to war...
:15:54
and what they really say...
:15:57
deep in their hearts
when they pray to God.
:16:00
I wanna discover what it is that men
and women feel when they say they love.
:16:06
You see, there's enough
to keep me busy.
:16:11
It's hard for you to understand
someone like me.
:16:14
Everything is so clear for you.
:16:16
You always know exactly what
you must do and you do it.
:16:19
- Exactly.
- You're different from me.
:16:21
You study, you become enlightened.
:16:23
I study, I become confused.
:16:27
You love, you marry.
You believe, you act.
:16:30
There's a war, you serve.
:16:31
How wonderful it would be if
I really answered to your description.
:16:34
- You do, I tell you.
- Shall I show you how wrong you are?
:16:38
I know you. I'm not wrong.
:16:40
Do you know why
I'm going to the war?
:16:42
You think it's because I think
that Napoleon is a monster?
:16:45
You think I believe that we have any
business fighting Austria's battles...
:16:48
2,000 miles from home?
:16:50
You think that I think Russia will be
a greater nation when this war is over?
:16:53
Then why are you going?
:16:55
Because I'm married to one of
the most loving and honorable...
:16:57
and attractive women in Moscow...