1:46:01
And you've got the hang of it?
1:46:03
Think so.
1:46:06
Believe me, it's the greatest.
1:46:07
Joe, wouldn't it be wonderful
to begin again?
1:46:10
Just erase everything in between,
start all over?
1:46:13
Getting excited over a chocolate bar?
1:46:19
I wanna come home.
1:46:28
I know what you're thinking about.
1:46:33
A lot's happened, lots of...
1:46:36
...detours.
1:46:39
There were plenty of them, but they
were nothing. I never looked at them.
1:46:42
They had no identity. I never gave
anything out of myself to them.
1:46:46
I thought they'd help me
from being so lonely.
1:46:50
But love is the only thing that keeps you
from being lonely and I didn't have that.
1:46:56
Kirs...
1:46:59
There's a little girl asleep in there that
would love to wake up and see you here.
1:47:03
All you've gotta do
is say the right words.
1:47:06
I don't know if I have the right words,
that's why it took me so long to get here.
1:47:13
You see, the world looks so dirty
to me when I'm not drinking.
1:47:16
Remember Fisherman's Wharf?
The water when you look too close?
1:47:20
That's the way the world looks
when I'm not drinking.
1:47:23
I don't think I could ever stop drinking
completely, not like you.
1:47:26
- You could¡
- If I really wanted to?
1:47:28
Well, I don't. I know that now.
1:47:31
I want things to look prettier
than they are.
1:47:35
But I know I could be all right,
if you'd help me. I know I could.
1:47:39
If we were together and things
were like they used to be...
1:47:42
...and I wasn't so nervous.
1:47:45
I need to be loved. I get so lonely
from not being loved I can't stand it.
1:47:49
I love you.
1:47:51
I'm afraid of you.
1:47:52
I'm an alcoholic, I can't take a drink.
I'm afraid of what we'd do.
1:47:56
If you'd just say that you'd try.
1:47:58
But I can't face the idea
of never having another drink.