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lt's the photo of your little boy.
The one you tore up.
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We must talk about it.
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Tell me about it, Elisabet.
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Then l will.
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lt was one night at a party,
isn't that right?
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lt got late and quite rowdy.
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Towards morning
someone in the group said:
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''Elisabet, you virtually have it all in
your armoury as a woman and artist.''
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''But you lack motherliness.''
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You laughed
because you thought it sounded silly.
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But after a while you noticed
you thought about what he'd said.
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You became more and more worried.
You let your husband impregnate you.
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You wanted to be a mother.
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When you realized it was definite,
you became frightened.
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Frightened of responsibility, of being
tied down, of leaving the theatre.
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Frightened of pain, of dying,
frightened of your body swelling up.
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But you played the role. The role
of a happy, young, expectant mother.
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Everyone said, ''lsn't she beautiful?
She's never been so beautiful.''
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Meanwhile you tried to abort the foetus
several times.
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But you failed.
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When you saw it was irreversible...
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...you started to hate the baby.
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And you wished it would be stillborn.