:41:03
It's so hard when you one day realize that you're useless, that no one needs you-
:41:13
-even though you're ready to give of yourself.
:41:19
It's my own fault I guess. But it's paralyzing me.
:41:26
I want to do so many things. I make up so many plans.
:41:31
But then Elis says; "Don't do it like this. Don't do it like that. Do it this way."-
:41:39
-and everything come to nothing.
:41:43
No! I'm not going to blame it on Elis.
:41:58
Everything goes wrong for me. And Elis.. No I won't.. I won't blame Elis.
:42:31
Hello? Hello.
:42:36
I've been calling home many times, but no one is answering. She's usually awake in the night. I'm worried.
:42:44
Would you be so kind and go down and check that everything is in order? Tell Eva I was worried.
:42:50
She doesn't need to call back. Call me back as soon as possible.