1:52:03
You mean Beethoven's Ninth Symphony?
1:52:05
That's right. I can't Iisten
to the Ninth anymore at aII.
1:52:08
When I hear the Ninth, I get, Iike. . .
1:52:12
. . .this funny feeIing.
1:52:15
And then aII I can think about
is, Iike, trying to snuff it.
1:52:19
-I beg your pardon?
-Snuff it. Death, I mean.
1:52:23
I just want to die peacefuIIy. . .
1:52:26
. . .Iike, with no pain.
1:52:29
Do you feeI that way now?
1:52:32
No, sir, not exactIy.
1:52:34
I stiII feeI. . .
1:52:36
. . .very miserabIe.
1:52:37
Very much down in spirits.
1:52:40
Do you stiII feeI. . .
1:52:42
. . .suicidaI?
1:52:46
Put it this way:
1:52:48
I feeI very Iow in myseIf.
1:52:52
I can't see much in the future.
1:52:54
I feeI that any second, something
terribIe is going to happen to me.
1:53:11
WeII done, Frank.
1:53:18
Get the car, wouId you, pIease?
1:53:40
I woke up...
1:53:47
... the pain and sickness
all over me like an animal.
1:53:58
Then I realized what it was.