1:04:07
Then came Stefan.
-And made you pregnant.
1:04:10
I was 18. Stefan was grown-up.
We could have managed.
1:04:15
-No!
-We wanted to have the child
butyou spoiled everything.
1:04:20
That's not true!
I said to Papa
1:04:23
we should wait and see. You didn't
realize Stefan was an idiot.
1:04:29
Were you present at our discussions?
1:04:34
Were you lurking under our bed?
1:04:39
Have you ever given a damn about
any living soul except yourself?
1:04:44
I didn't force you into an abortion.
1:04:48
How could I defy you?
I was afraid and needed help.
1:04:53
I tried to help you.
I thought abortion was the only way.
1:04:57
I've thought so all along.
All this hatred!
1:05:02
Why have you never said anything?
-Because you never listen.
1:05:06
You're a goddamn escapist.
You're emotionally crippled.
1:05:11
In actual fact
you detest me and Helena.
1:05:14
You're shut up inside yourself
1:05:17
and always stand in your own light.
1:05:20
I loved you,
but you thought I was disgusting
1:05:24
and stupid and a failure.
1:05:29
You managed to
injure me for life,
1:05:32
just as you are injured.
1:05:35
All that was sensitive
and delicate, you attacked.
1:05:38
All that was alive,
you tried to smother.
1:05:55
You talk of my hatred.
1:05:59
Your hatred was no less.