1:00:04
" How do you remember all that?"
I asked.
1:00:08
"I wrote it down
in my score," he said.
1:00:11
"I make a note of all
my great experiences."
1:00:17
When I got back to the
hotel, I couldn't sleep.
1:00:21
At three in the
morning I phoned Josef
1:00:24
and told him I was
going to stop touring,
1:00:28
and stay at home with him and you.
We'd be a real family.
1:00:36
Josef was awfully happy.
1:00:40
We wept with emotion,
both of us,
1:00:44
and talked for two hours.
1:00:46
And that was that.
That summer
1:00:50
we were happy.
Weren't we?
1:00:58
You weren't happy?
-No.
1:01:01
You said things had
never been so good.
1:01:07
I said it to please you.
1:01:15
That just goes to show.
What did I do wrong?
1:01:21
I was fourteen and you directed
the whole of your
1:01:25
pent-up energy against me.
1:01:28
You were damn well
going to make up
1:01:31
for your neglect.
1:01:34
I tried to defend myself,
but I didn't' have a chance.
1:01:37
You trotted out your thoughtfulness
and your worried voice.
1:01:42
There wasn't one detail that escaped
your loving energy.
1:01:48
I had a stoop.
You got to work with gymnastics.
1:01:51
We did exercises together.
1:01:55
You thought my hair
was too long,
1:01:59
so you had it cut short.
It was hideous.