:18:02
I'm a married man
with three children.
:18:07
I thought it would make me
seem less married.
:18:10
All right, I didn't think
it through, all right?
:18:14
There's been like a lead weight
inside me all morning.
:18:17
I mean, denying little Debbie like that!
:18:23
I was under a certain stress
or I wouldn't have done it.
:18:27
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
Y-You understand?
:18:30
Sure. We all do
dopey things sometimes.
:18:39
Well...
:18:42
I really should be going.
:18:44
The nuns are gonna be wondering
what happened to me.
:18:52
Nuns?
Did you say nuns?
:18:56
Yeah, somehow it just didn't seem
right to bring up last night,
:18:59
but I was on my way
to retreat.
:19:03
Retreat?
Yeah.
:19:05
See, it's right near here.
:19:07
I go every year at this time when
Harry takes the kids to Bakersfield.
:19:11
What's in Bakersfield?
His mother.
:19:13
It's her birthday.
:19:15
Doesn't she mind that you
don't go? No, she hates me.
:19:18
'Cause I got pregnant. Her son
had something to do with that.
:19:22
Yeah, she blocks that
out of her mind.
:19:25
See, he was in his first year
of dental college...
:19:27
and he had to quit and take a
job selling waterless cooking.
:19:32
So now every year on her
birthday, I just go on retreat.
:19:35
To think about God?
:19:37
Well, him too, sure,
but also about myself...
:19:40
'cause, see, I got pregnant
when I was just 18,
:19:44
so I've never really
had any time to just think.
:19:47
You know,
I mean, about,
:19:50
well,
what I think about.
:19:54
Never mind. I don't know
what I'm trying to say.
:19:57
Sometimes I think I'm crazy. Why?